Just Pretend

April 30, 2010 at 3:39 am (Irony) (, , , )

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It feels like playing dress-up

Like this role doesn’t quite fit

I’m not ready to be a grown-up

Even as I do exactly that

Bills, marriage, kids

home, cars, jobs…

It still feels like

just pretend

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My bleeding heart

April 25, 2010 at 12:58 am (Happiness/Depressing) (, , , )

24042010 (Day 114) – My Bleeding Heart (Dicent...
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Brave, they call me

As I stand here

Trying not to

Cry.

Strong, they whisper

As I walk past

with my head held

high.

But I know

And you know

I’m anything but.

Outside I’m fine

Inside I’m dying

From this bleeding heart.

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Spring

April 21, 2010 at 4:49 pm (Happiness/Depressing) (, , , )

The Time Tunnel - The Martian Punk
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Falling through the time tunnel

Transported back to child hood

Smells of fresh cut grass

of flowers

of rain

A renewed feeling- hopeful, energetic…

a playfulness that isn’t usually there

Spring, my very own transportation

through time.

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I’m Screwed

April 18, 2010 at 2:11 am (Freedom/Imprisonment) (, , )

Screw
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The pressure is mounting

The screws are turning

The weight is heavy and

it’s bearing down

on

me

Push back or be crushed

My current situation

Is deteriorating fast

Plow through or be

swallowed

whole

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SunShine

April 11, 2010 at 2:43 am (Uncategorized) (, , , )

The distance to the sun is

measurable

Though maybe not fathomable

Beyond our understanding,

yet still we seek to quantify it

We liken it to circling the world

A set number of times.

When was the last time you circled the world?

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Trapped

April 9, 2010 at 11:26 pm (Freedom/Imprisonment) (, , , )

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Trapped

not by bars or bricks.

But by responsibilities

chores, needs, duties.

Everyone wants something

everyone has a demand

And their every wish somehow

becomes my command

martyr-hood in lieu of motherhood

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Illusions

April 7, 2010 at 2:31 am (Happiness/Depressing) (, , )

It´s just an illusion.
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It’s all just an illusion

Happiness, that is

It’s never achieved

but for a fleeting moment.

Always out of reach

We go through life

grasping for it

straining to find it

and constantly disappointed.

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Alone and Lonely

April 5, 2010 at 8:18 am (Freedom/Imprisonment) (, , , , )

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Alone and lonely

in this prison

when is my turn for release?

You’ve grabbed your freedom

And left me behind

To rot

here

lonely

and alone

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Introductions

April 3, 2010 at 2:18 am (Humour) (, , , , )

Reader Gargoyle
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Angsty teen poetry.

I dreamt of fame,

though posthumous,

as befits angsty teen poetry.

But life went on, mine specifically

Posthumous publication being

impossible

whilst still living,

I opted to put the pen down.

Yet still my inner goth writes ballads

of tainted love, bitter tears and cutting words.

So publish I shall, though not yet dead,

via the interweb, boon to angsty teen poets everywhere.

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